Monday, 12 December 2016

What more can I say?

I did not know what to say from the time we met again, and you just casually said "hi". After a couple of days of trying to get in touch with you to check if everything was all right between us, you just gave me a cold shoulder. I just stopped to save myself from self-pity. Seeing you in an event was both nerve-racking and awkward. Although I moved on, I also ran out of words to say. Yeah, what more can I say?
If you are currently reading this, I hope that you will understand where I am coming from. It was never easy for me to be caught off guard after a month of not speaking to you. I knew that it was easy for you, but it was a little uneasy for me. All along I knew that everything was not right, then here you came, making me feel like it was a walk in the park to start a conversation. Just give me some time, and when the time comes that we will be in one event, I will be the first one to say "hello" without any uncomfortable feelings.
Also, please do not get me wrong. I am not bitter about you finding your true love. In fact, I am cool with it. I will never ever be an antagonist to your love story. Who am I to hate anyone, right? Just to clear things out, my only concern is the awkwardness, other than that, I have none. There is nothing more that I want to say, I am okay and I am emotionally stable.
Details: Top, Belt and Pants (Uniqlo Philippines), Watch (Daniel Wellington) and Shoes (Zalora Ph).

One day, we will come back to the normal state. I wish you all the best and good luck to your future endeavors. 

Love Always,


Photography by Ate Lanie :)

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